Welcome back?

Yes, I've been MIA for quite some time.. But I'm glad to be back, somewhat. Summer is soon coming to an end, and i have to say, it's been quite a roller coaster ride. In a good way of course. I think i can say this was quite a fun-filled summer. Good times, with great people and amazing memories. I'm excited though, for what fall would bring. Maybe taking on another job, on top of the current one, and def do quite a bit of travelling (if my budget and daddy permits me haha. Ooh and Sunshine coast in a few! The place we're staying at is gorg. Def a ton of pictures will be taken! super stoked.) And Melanie is arriving this week! How exciting. I remember when we were talking about her moving over to Vancouver 2 years ago.. And now it's finally happening. It's going to be a fam jam fa sho! My party animal cousin hehe. I guess the genes do run in the family.

Aside from all the fun, and good times.. I think I've been bottling up my emotions quite a bit lately. I feel like I've closed off some part of me, just to save me of any opportunity of getting hurt. I know that my friends have noticed that as well, so apologies if you guys feel that I've been giving you the cold shoulder. I don't know why, but as of recent.. I feel like I can't share what I'm feeling, or what's going on. If you know me well enough, you would know that I'm a pretty open person. I've no problems at all saying how I feel, and letting you know things straight up. But this time, things aren't the same. And it honestly sucks, not being able to voice out. It's times like these though that I'm thankful for the few close ones, and Melanie. Always one call away, right babe? Anyways, it's getting late. I should probably sleep.